I’ve never had a healthy relationship
Maybe that’s why I’m so scared
Scared to love you
Scared of love itself
Or maybe it’s because
They all put me through hell
Maybe it’s the way you’re good
Maybe it’s because anytime
I saw someone good
They turned out bad
I have a hard time
Finding the red flags
I always see them as kind
It shows that I stay blind
To the way they really are
I assume if they like me
They won’t mess me up this time
I’m scared of you
Or am I scared of me
Scared because it’s hard to see
Who you’ll become
A year from now
Or even a week
Maybe you’ll lose feelings
And I’ll be stuck
In the place we called love